So after slacking for nearly seven months I hope to update this more often at least once a month so we can continue tracking Dacotah's progress. A lot has happened in the first quarter. January the daycare was closed a lot. Thankfully daddy had quit his job back in October so he could stay home and take Dacotah to therapy and be home with the kids when school is out. As you can imagine it creates a harsh financial strain and sadly nothing gets paid on time but we manage the best we can.
As I have mentioned over the past two years we knew Dacotah was different. We knew his genetics were different. We chose to tell people that he has Klinefelter's Syndrome (several families we know have left it up to the child to tell when they are older, but we felt this was the best decision for our family and it helps raise awareness). After research and studying the prevalence of pyschosis, ADHD, and Autism is significantly higher in boys with Klinefelter's 27% have 1 if not all 3 in addition to KS. We took Dacotah back to see Dr. Hajanpour and he was FANTASTIC in watching and listening he agreed at our last visit that Dacotah was autistic and sent us back to our primary care to get another referral back to Kristi Cook, NP. At this point I created a backup of video to show what our home life is like because there are times it really feels like it falls on deaf ears because people just don't see it. We took him back to his PCP and he also stated that Dacotah has autism and agreed 100% to send him back to Kristi Cook. At 3 years 362 days Kristi Cook diagnosed him with Autism Spectrum Disorder. The downside "our local school system refuses the diagnoses because it's not from a center". Which leads to a whole other issue:
Mainstream school for kids like Dacotah who are listed as special needs is a fight straight out of h*ll. The administrators want to make sure that every kid possible takes the SOLs. I cannot fathom our son trying to take an SOL or the stress that it would induce to satisfy the state numbers. I asked for a meeting with the school psychologist and behavior therapist. I showed them the EXACT same videos I had shown the genetics, the pcp, and the behavior specialist just to be told it was anxiety. "your son is showing anxiety (TRUST me when I say I know the difference in anxiety and that's not what Dacotah has. His sister had a horrible case of anxiety secondary to bullying that has since resolved) and not autism, we won't accept the diagnosis from Cook because she is an NP not a MD, and because she didn't do the ADOS-2. Despite him failing the Vanderbilt Stat and the M-Chart-R". Second, even if we were to change him to having ASD the services would be the same". REALLY I wanted to jump out of my skin and I left the meeting feeling discouraged, unheard, and felt in honest that I had failed our son. The ONLY benefit was the behavior therapist suggested we look into ABA therapy. (I'll continue this in a separate blog)
I'm going to take a slight detour before I continue on because we have to talk about Dacotah's birthday. Since January he wanted to have a wee-ooo-weee-ooo birthday. EVERY single day we heard wee-ooo birthday me birthday. His Mamaw, Papaw, Daddy J (my dad), Aunt Ashley, Cousin Caleb, Montana, his dad and I shared this special day with a dairy free chocolate cake thanks to my friend Willie.
I contacted our local fire chief Billy Chandler and asked if we could possibly come see the firetrucks and station for his birthday. Let me just say our local fire department is the bomb! They went above and beyond and allowed us to use their classroom for his birthday party!!!!!!!!!!! The chief had to be out of town unfortuantely but his LT. and 2 other fireman were there, they made us feel welcomed and didn't attempt to approach Dacotah until we acclimated him. We did everything in a more direct fashion because Dacotah has been known to get over sensitive and frustrated, which leads to huge meltdowns. But this day!!! He was sooo excited about being near the firetrucks, seeing the station, and was even taken for a ride on his truck choice. This is where I want to grab the box of tissues. We drove a short circle around the local park and when we got back near the station the LT asked if Dacotah was all done or if he wanted to go more. Dacotah says "More more more". So we drove through town and back to the station. Dacotah sat for pictures and we could tell he was getting "done". AGAIN LET ME JUST SEND A BIG SHOUT OUT TO THE LOCAL FIRE DEPARTMENT, ya'll rock!!!! Dacotah was invited back anytime the bay doors are open and he can come visit without calling ahead. We came home and as expected Dacotah went for some quiet alone time with his bot, he wasn't worried about his gifts he was just needing his space. This was a MASSIVE WIN.
Now the more crushing side to our lives. Our son is now 4 years old. He is still in pullups/diapers. We thought we had a grip on it and that we could get him potty trained until he hit a major regression with it. After soiling underwear and pants for over a week (after doing really well) we had no choice. Sanitary is not an option and we didn't want to continue exposing his preschool teacher with having to clean poop every single day and sometimes multiple times a day. Though she never once complained. She was and still is super kind and very supportive. I'm hoping we can try again in a few months. But to say I am discouraged, sure. I never would have thought that at age 4 we would RARELY go eat as a family because by the time the food comes Dacotah is screaming, bucking and hitting to leave. I'd still be changing diapers, and we would still not be sleeping from 10-6am. There are days it is HARD trust me when I say this.
I am a member of a private facebook group with other toddlers who have the same genetic condition. Dacotah is significantly behind all of them that have birthdays within 2 months before or after his. That told me that what we were seeing was not just genetic related and as heart wrenching as it was we had to accept that this could be our future. Going to the ER is a battle. Dacotah cannot tell us when he is sick, he can show us where he hurts, but when you ask to be sure the answer always changes. (For example, my foot hurts, does your foot hurt, no) Unfortunately he came down with the Flu strain A. Let me just say the flu is horrible for him and for us. We took him to the local ER on a Friday night to have it confirmed though the 103.8 temp told us. The doctor on call is aware of Dacotah and knows we only bring him in when we absolutely have to. He is amazing with him and asks us before he touches or approaches him. However, 3 days later Dacotah's temp hadn't broke at all, getting medicine in him is impossible (imagine trying to get medicine into a screaming orangutan while flying on a trapeze bar, YES it is that bad). Tylenol suppositories were our only option but the temperature wouldn't go under 102. On Day 6 Dacotah's fever was still high, he wasn't eating, he wasn't drinking, his feet and hands were cold from dehydration so we took him back to the ER. We were seen by the most ridiculous NP on call that I have ever met. He was uncaring, did not touch our son, did not take the time to ask any other questions but said he would be back after talking to the doc on call. 90 minutes later momma bear came out as our son is screaming bye bye. I signed him out AMA and we drove the 75 minute drive to the Children's Hospital. Let me just say the STAFF is amazing. We had a bit of a wait and Dacotah is repeating bye bye bye bye for over 30 minutes which makes the wait longer and you could tell the people waiting with us were bothered but no one said a word. The nurse took us back and asked to weigh him "good luck", what do you mean? Well he has a fever and he has a diagnosis of autism. Right then everything changed. NO one pushed us, no one rushed us the doc came in and asked to touch him, and looked into his ears while Dacotah is screaming bloody h*ll and said "He has a severe double ear infection on top of having the flu, and he is also dehydrated" He was given fluids and IV antibiotics (as he had never had antibiotics we were more cautious hoping he wouldn't have an allergic reaction) and guess what he didn't. We were given a prescription for IM antibiotics (the doc had tried getting Dacotah's mouth open with a tongue depressor and found out quickly that was not an option). Thankfully with my medic training from the military giving IM shots is something I'm comfortable with but it still sucks giving it to your kid. But 3 days later he was back to his normal self.
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